I Hope He Sees Me

When I think of him,
I feel peace,
When I think too much into it,
I break from me,

I lose myself once again,
No light shines,
No enemies nor friends,
There is no darkness, no light,

No happiness, nor sadness,
Fills my waking days,
I feel that now I'm restless,
In this overpowering, striking faze,

I hope he sees me in the light,
As I see him as some kind of god,
I admire his talent, his might,
Look, my sanity has already gone...
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Understand, please. If you can find a way to x