Eternal Night

No matter how much it hurts.
it’s impossible for me to stop loving you,
I realize the conquences,
But to say I’m giving up... that’s just not true,
Too shy to say a word,
Yet too brave to give up this fight,
With you around I feel the darkness has a light,
You told me once how the guy should always confess,
Ever since then my words have been repressed,
Hoping you’ll one day see me, half the way I see you,
Praying one day you’ll love me too,
Loving a best friend is an oddity,
Others laugh at me and think it’s a commodity,
I’ve played my life’s path over and over taking every possible road,
Yet at every turn you’re there saying “welcome back to our humble abode”
I fear your sickness, dreading one day it might take your life,
Every time you say it hurts it stabs me like a knife,
I worry when you choke,
I can’t live without you,
This isn’t a joke,
For you’re the one person whom brought the fire close enough to save me,
The ice from my heart is slowly but surely melting,
You chizzle little bits and fragments from my wall away,
My eternal night is beginning to see a new day