I-X: Every Smile, Every Lie, Every Time

Slowly... slowly
You've let me slip away
Letting me go
Letting me fade away
Maybe you mean to
Or maybe you dont
But I don't think I'm okay
With how you let me go
With how I let you, let me go
My fall is slow
And dangerous
Your all i can think of
All i can see
The light in a life once plagued by darkness
And as I fall
I loose my grip on reality
Again, and again, and again
Slipping further every time
You said i could trust you
That you'd never go away
But... but you... LIED
Every time I let someone in
They go away
They wont stay
They never come back the same
Or... not at all
I find a way to let go...
All my feelings go
I don't feel them...
I DIDN'T feel them...
Until you came back
You made me stop
You acted like you cared
You ACT like you care.

But...

I see past your smiles.
I see past your lies.
I see through you.
EVERY TIME.