II-I: One Last Time

"One last time" I said, "one last time"
But it's always after that regret sets in.
And you truly realize what you've done
Tragically enough, by then it's too late
And the damage is already there.
No going back, no way to change it now.
But would you have done it any different?
Would you take your pain and suffering away even for a second,
Just to regret it later?
Because you know it won't fix the problem.
It's only temporary intoxication.
And you loved every second of it.
Every second of sweet forgiveness,
With that empty feeling.
Then realize, was it worth it?
And you answer back every time you say "one last time"
Again, and again.