III-IV: You're a Liar

They say the first step is loving yourself
But how can I start when no one will help?
You say that you love me, I know that's a lie
Lately I've given up, I don't even try
I feel nothing but pain without you or the blade
I've given up one, but you've done the same
But this time that's me
There's no "us" there's no "we"
You never cared, that's easy to see
'Cause I see the truth that spills from your mouth
Now walk away and carry your dark cloud.