Shower

I need a shower .Maybe not a shower but something to wash all of the pain, all of the exhaustion, all of the negative views of myself away. I want to feel love and acceptance rain on me and leave water droplet kisses on my skin.
I want to fall asleep in a hug of steam, a touch that makes my fingertips tingle with warmth. Little by little I can feel the water erode the walls of my heart, wash away the grit of guilt imbedded under my fingernails over the years while I've tried to climb out of the hole that I dug for myself.