Letter to My Lost Love

I really miss you,
but there's nothing I can do,
I want to win back your heart,
because you and I should not part.
You said you'd love me always,
but that always has failed.
And my heart has shattered,
to no avail.
I'd reveal to you, how I feel,
but the way you treat me is so unreal.
If I could only tell you from my heart,
that we never again should part.
But you don't love me now,
probably never will,
so my heart to you,
I cannot spill.
I wish I found out that this was all a dream,
because it hurts too much to make sense it seems.
Please my love, why can't you just,
return to me, the one who trusts.
But no, despite my desperate dreams,
I should give up, or so it seems.
Why don't you love me?
Or do you?
Did you ever?
You told me you did but one day before,
you took my fragile heart and smashed it on the floor.
You knew I had hurt,
but you did it anyway,
see if I trust men any day from today.