When I End It

Have you ever wondered what it’d feel like to die?
I don’t know.
I’ve never tried
I’m too scared
To put that knife into my chest
Or slit my poor sensitive wrists
I love them
Yet I don’t know
Where I belong
Am I just too weak to do it
I’m confused
Is this a broken heart?
Loneliness?
I don’t know
I’m lost
Please find me
Save me
Save me
I’m so lost
Is it true everything will end
When I end it?