Trust Issues

I trusted you
I guess that was my biggest mistake
letting you into the fucked up circus that’s my head
and letting you screw around in it
rummaging
As if looking for something you once forgot
that you don’t need anymore
I let you in on all my secrets
my dreams, fears
and when we kissed
I felt like I might be whole again
I was so wrong
You held everything that made me who I am
and you let it fall
Spitting and grinding my hopes
like they had personally offended you or something
I was so very wrong about you
You were careless with my heart
now I’m going to be careless with your face