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Having never felt such a rush before
Someone giving me such thrills is new
Someone making my heart beat for purely them
It's new, it's bigger, it's better than ever before

I can't tell you what being in love feels like as a whole experience
But I can tell you that your palms sweat
That your lips yearn for their skin
That your body pleads for their constant attention

And your eyes scream for the depths of theirs
And your fingertips tingle for contact
And your teeth chatter with nonsense from your heart
The same nonsense that got you where you are in the first place

And you create scenarios in your head
And your chest aches from distance
And your head pounds with hope
And your veins pulse with relief when you hear their voice

Your blood is pure and refined because you aren't dirtying it any longer
Your mind is clean because you don't waste your time
On all of the small things your hatred burns for
And annoyance is erased with stress when you see their face

And beauty has never seemed as true
And butterflies have been non-existent until them
And your words were never as real
Your decisions were never as sure

Your sadness was never as intense
Your tears were never as clear
Your pain will be reality
And your days will be slow and dark whenever you two fight

Your smile will mean life
And your life will bring smiles
And your health will bring life
And your life will bring health

And sanity has never seemed so important
And you've never fought so desperately before
You'll never feel the need to dig your nails into something to cause them pain
You'll never feel such anger for someone to understand

That you need them more than oxygen
That you want them more than you want to succeed
That you don't fit in where you are
That you would do literally anything for them

You'll never sleep dreamlessly again
Their face appears in the clouds of your emptiness
And your mind is cluttered with their everything
Cluttered for them

And you're impure
Impure with love
You can't regret
You're impurity for her.