Nightmare

My body is a wasteland,
Battle scares left from the pain... the torture.
Numbness moves over my entire body,
is my heart even still breathing?
My mind is one-track you,
and honestly it scares me.
I embraced the only feeling I have left... fear.
To be crave blood, something must be wrong with me.
Am I the only one who feels like this?

My eyes reflect the fire of fear I've been staring at for years.
Blaze, flame, burning.
Oh, the joy of jumping in.
I guess it's the fear that stops me from
ending my living nightmare.

I'd ask for help, but I love this nightmare.