My Little Tree

When I was 3
I found a seed from a tree
I go home
I plant my little seed
It shall be my tree

When I was 5
Mommy had hit me
So I cried
I sat next to my little tree
Oh why did she hit me my little tree?

When I was 7
Daddy yelled at mommy and left
It has been a month since he left
So I sat by my little tree
Oh why did he leave, my little tree?

When I was 9
Mommy was drinking again
So she hit me with the bottle
As I bleed, I sat next to my little tree
Why does she hate me, my little tree?

When I was 11
A girl at school said I was fat and ugly
So I tried to be skinny and so I didn't eat
So I sat by my little tree
Why am I so fat and ugly, my little tree?

When I was 13
I sat by my tree
I haven't been happy
So I smoked some weed
Now I feel happy
Should I be doing this, my little tree?

When I was 15
I sat by my little tree
Look what I have done my tree
The thin red lines covered me
I had done this because I hate this thing that is me
Why am I like this, my little tree?

When I was 17
I went up to my little tree
I Wrapped a rope around my little tree
I stand on a chair and ready to leave
Wrapping the necklace around my throat
I must go my little tree

I will always love you my little tree