What's the Point?

Why should I try anymore?
You shattered my smile
Why pretend that I am happy?

Why should I wear this stupid mask?
I am always lying to those around me
Telling them that I am fine

Secretly though, I am dying
I guess I'm just a drama queen
Crying over a lost love

But really, what's the point?
I feel myself slipping away
Hell, I'm not even myself anymore

He took that away from me
My light, my love, my joy
He took away me

I wasn't always like this
I used to smile and laugh
I used to be someone

But I'm just a hollow shell now
Each breath like daggers
Each heartbeat a useless sound

What's the point of living?
When death can kill the pain?
What do I have to live for?