Missing You

All I want is to be close to you
but not in my dreams
because that's just not enough
Your a ghost now
but not by choice
it's unfair
I think the universe is kind of messed up
for choosing to take you
it wasn't your time
and I do not believe
that you are in a better place
how can I?
when it means that you are not here
with me
by my side
and now I feel empty
and you know the reason why
you are gone
but not by choice
I wish I could have one more laugh with you
one more hug from you
one more gentle sweet kiss on the cheek
and smell the sweet smell of your cologne on my shirt
breathe you completely in
and inhale all the goodness you offered
time and time again
I thank you
for always making me feel
beautiful
not only on the inside
but on the outside as well
You were the only guy that ever made me feel
special
there where days when I thought you could fly
you were always reaching for the sky
but I never thought it meant that you were saying goodbye