Ready To Give Up My Own Life

It's happened before
now it's happened again
it's hard to ignore
said you'd be here till the end
I'm so tired of being used
I'm ready to be done
so sick of being abused
looks like death has won
don't want to be alone
want to feel so safe
but now I'm on my own
in this cold dark place
not able to breath
I am barely alive
why can't you just see
I'm ready to end my life
ready to feel the blood
running down my wrist
it's time to start the flood
I just can't resist
you don't even care
so it's time to try
you are never there
ready to give up my own life