White Suicide

Let me see the snowflakes fall,
let me watch them fall down.
Let me dance and kick through the drifts
before you lay me in the ground.

Let me hold it in my hands
and watch it as it melts.
Let the icy bite of the flakes
be the last thing that I felt.

Let me dance in the snowflakes
once more before I go.
Let me dance and spin in circles
in the falling snow.

Let me lay in the drifts,
and feel the snow drench through my shirt.
Let me wait until the first snowfall,
really, what could that hurt?

Let me see it's purity,
before I'm finally dead..
I want to see the white snow drifts
once more, before they're red.