Darn It, I Think I'm in Love

smile at me?
Okay then
Turn when I speak?
I pretend,

I won't be upset,
When you walk away,
It has no affect,
On your state,

I may be a dumbass bitch,
to fall for you,
cos you don't even mean anything,
but you're so damn cute,

Why do I hide behind pathetic little smiles?
let me say it like it is,
you're arrogant, but at least you're decent on the inside,
And outside bitch,

Why the fuck are you so damn heartwarming?
You make me feel sick,
But you have me swooning,
with you words that are bullshit,

but darn it bitch,
I think I'm in love,
and I no longer give a shit,
About if it's enough,

i want you in my life,
but i need to fucking stray,
cos you ain't what is right,
for me these days,

i'm a stupid girl,
for ever falling,
for you, but na i'm in your world,
i don't wanna leave it,

i wish i knew,
if you felt even similar,
if you fucking want me to,
or if this is just my idea...
♠ ♠ ♠
Um, yeah... sorta different to what I usually write and p.s there's meant to be spelling errors to highlight that I'm a dumbass b**** :P and also, this isn't about anyone in particular btw. Though a mate is sorta going through similar shit.