All Behind Me

I still dont understand why I care,
I mean I'm the one who left you.
I guess I still want to see you there,
I never really meant to hurt you.
Was it wrong, to want my life,
Filled with love, or was it right?
The way you're acting makes me feel like a fool.
How you take, the place in me,
I can't stop, this heartache.
But I know that I'll cease the pain if I've got you.

Can you hear me? Screaming in the night,
Take my heart in your hand, make me feel alright.
See my anguish? Written on the walls,
Cause of you I can't breath, I'm dying after all.
In my grave I'll cry your name, and pray that you'll find me,
But I remember all that past, I can't leave this all behind me.