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What does it feel like to feel too much?
Not very good.

to not know why you feel too much?
Not very good.

to know why you're always physically in pain?
Not very good.

to be almost a year clean but still want to hurt yourself every day?
Not very good.

to not want to wake up in the morning yet at the same time being scared that you won't?
Not very good.

to have someone back in your life then have them taken away?
Not very good.

to want to see the one you love but you can't?
Not very good.

to love someone when you can't truely love them?
Not very good.

to feel abandoned when you actually aren't?
Not very good.

to want someone to care but they won't?
Not very good.

to want to hug someone but you can't because they can't make time to see you?
Not very good.

to want to scream and bust your fist into to the wall and you can't so you just compress it?
Not very good.

to want to talk to someone but you can't because you're scared of the consequences?
Not very good.

to want to do what you want to do but be pulled in all different directions by others?
Not very good.

What does it feel like to want to cry every day?
Not very good.

to feel like a waste of space?
Not very good.

to be lost?
Not very good.

to not know who you are?
Not very good.