Carolina

Carolina, you know that I tried my best,
if I had all the riches in the world, I would buy everything
you desire.
But I can't.
I only have a few pennies and my heart which loves you.
I'm your dearly beloved fool.

Darling Carolina; if only you realised the pain you gave me
when you were with him,
every time I saw those scars on you and
the tears flood your face, I wished I could change things and
make you happy so that I could see the joy on your face. I
wish I never had to let you go, singing:

Please stay with me........ Just for one more night.
One more chance to hold you in my arms and see your face.

You're now sleeping, eternal and forever. Unable to wake up.
Frozen in the final moments.
The point where I see your face
Marred and screaming until the gunshot.
The silence consuming with only a fading heartbeat that I once
use to beat together with.

So here you lie, I bring you black roses of dead love.
♠ ♠ ♠
Please note, this is the first time that I've posted a poem therefore there may be punctuation and grammer errors.
Warning: This might be slightly graphical and might trigger other things! This is rated NC-17 for a reason!!
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