Choices

There are secrets
that I will never tell
Dreams I wish would come true
that I could never refuse
In my heart
But to the outside world
Ill reject the thoughts out loud
Hoping no one can see
the real me

Why can't things be simple?
Life is funny that way
It throws people onto
You'r path
Who you love so dearly
but make you second guess
when another straggler comes along
using his charm to get inside your heart

All I want is for no one to get hurt
All I want is for everyone to have their
"Happily Ever After"
But somehow in all the mess
what you refuse to tell anyone
makes a mess

you try to hold on to what you have
but the charming man wont let you go to far
he won't let you stray
he won't let you leave

Why can't life be simple?
Why can't love be easy?

I guess if it was simple it wouldn't be worth it
I guess if it was easy it would't feel safe and alright

2 people in love with one person
and here I am
not wanting to hurt either of them
stands back and let the pieces fall down
trying not to break down
as my heart falls to the ground
♠ ♠ ♠
Might be rambling but needed to vent stuff out. Sorry.