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Fire in my lungs and exhaust in my voice,
you sit and think about your choice.
Warm winters days, you sit there next to me,
but your mind is at bay.
This was the realist thing you'll ever feel,
now I sit here and watch you kneel.
You beg for my heart,
but I'm not even gonna start.
Cold and bitter, you knew I was demented,
but you still committed.
Now you sit there and bitch while I itch.
Your crazy, your eyes are hazy.
And you call me lazy?
Run around day and night to get your fix.
Honey, it's time to face the lights, camera, action.
Maybe your reaction will be worth all the aggravation.
You said we were a string of mistakes,
maybe you were right.
Don't be the victim of misinterpretation,
while I explain my contemplation.
Open your simple mind and don't expect me to be kind.
It's past casualties and favours,
just know it's over.
You told me forever and ever.
But I always knew you were clever.
You thought your lies were so smooth and breezy?
My love, you should have known it wouldn't be that easy.
To blind my eyes and shield my ears,
think before you act, my dear.
But you seen the world hung by a tack,
and I really do hope you make it back.
Maybe you will, maybe you won't,
it's a toss up in to a moot.
You've always said I'm by the book,
but you've always been a professional crook.
Your crooked smirk and spiteful grin
always made me want to tear at my skin.
You could have shot me in the brain,
it would have been more humane.
But remember my words in red,
these you'll soon dread.
Maybe I shouldn't be so cynical.
Maybe I should be mechanical.
But as those chemicals warp your mind
and paranoia sets in, I hope you hear my voice.
Whispering in your twitching ear.
You should have been here.