I Wish I

I wish I had a friend
I wish I wasn't alone
I wish I had you
I wish I knew what to do
I wish I could call your phone
I wish I could make the pain end

I wish I wasn't here
I wish I wasn't used
I wish I wasn't raped
I wish I could’ve escaped
I wish I wasn't abused
I wish I could disappear

I wish I could forget
I wish I would’ve stopped it
I wish I could take it back
I wish I could have a heart attack
I wish I could admit
Without becoming upset