Cigarettes

I asked you for a pack of cigarettes
But when I opened the door
My heart skipped a beat or two

It's not that I love you
I don't really care
Yet there's something about you
It's something right there
It's in your laugh and your eyes
Is that how you get all the girls?
Telling them sweet nothings
And send their hearts to the skies?

So why can't I stop
I close my eyes and I picture you
Softly watching me
Tempted to to dip your pen
In my ink.

But should we go there?
We're really not that close
I know you've felt pain
I've seen you get choked
Full of emotions ready to split
But I'm here right now
Can't we just act on it?

There's a beast in us both.
But I'm to afraid to try
What if I'm wrong?
What if I cry?
There's been to much hurt
To many lies
Why try to be curt?

I just want to feel you
Know that you're alive
To have your hard body
Pressed against mine
I have to see your soul
To be intertwined
I just have to have you
There's so little time.

I asked you for cigarettes
Instead you brought me lust....