Officially Free

Your eyes,
Your hair,
Your lips.
Regret,
Despair,
I miss.

At first I was just angry,
Torn apart and confused.
Broken,
Selfish and closed.

But now I see the truth.
I see the way you look at her,
That special sparkle in your eyes.
I notice the love in her touch,
When she gently brushes your hair.

I used to be disgusted,
But now when I see you kiss,
Your lips match perfectly with hers.
It doesn't kill me anymore.
It burns.
It feels different than before.
Maybe because I've stopped crying.

Your names resonate perfectly together,
And I realise you two are one.
Now,
Forever.
The two of us weren't meant to be.
And I hope you can see.
I've forgiven.
I've learned to love you from a distance.

And now I am officially free.
♠ ♠ ♠
Love is hard, but be strong! Xx Ninahx