Cracked

I cried that day.
Yesterday and this morning.
What was the phrase again?
"I'm sorry goodbye." or "I love you."
Yes both.
It's been a month since I talked to you
and a day less since you kissed me.
And, and..
I thought we were getting better.
Closer again.
But it was different.
It wasn't a hello kiss like I thought.
It was a goodbye kiss
An "I'm leaving kiss."
Not at all what I expected
Or wanted.