Pill
The doctors told me what was wrong today
So they put me on a pill
I take in the morning
And by nine it's hard to feel
I walk the halls emotionless
Empty, but not depressed
A synthetic sense of happiness
They think it's for the best
They told me "go to counseling"
They'll show you how to deal
But every other question,
she still asks me how I feel
The same I did five minutes ago
Five days, five months, a year
But just like that I realize,
Time is my biggest fear
In a few hours, the synthetic bliss has gone
I lie Awake and alone
I feel the sickness creeping up
Depression in my bones
I pop another pill
I pray it helps me cope
5 years have passed
Now I'm addicted to the dope.
The synthetic piece of paradise
That Once told me how to feel
A building block that formed the girl
Who wasn't ever real.
(C.i )
So they put me on a pill
I take in the morning
And by nine it's hard to feel
I walk the halls emotionless
Empty, but not depressed
A synthetic sense of happiness
They think it's for the best
They told me "go to counseling"
They'll show you how to deal
But every other question,
she still asks me how I feel
The same I did five minutes ago
Five days, five months, a year
But just like that I realize,
Time is my biggest fear
In a few hours, the synthetic bliss has gone
I lie Awake and alone
I feel the sickness creeping up
Depression in my bones
I pop another pill
I pray it helps me cope
5 years have passed
Now I'm addicted to the dope.
The synthetic piece of paradise
That Once told me how to feel
A building block that formed the girl
Who wasn't ever real.
(C.i )
♠ ♠ ♠
Xoxo -c.i