Depression at Its Best

Ever feel like your stuck in a cycle of mistakes
Like no matter what you choose your bound to lose
Ever feel like its better just to stay in locked rooms
Then to continue ruining everything you touch or love
Because I do
I know the truth
Your just as sick of me as I am of you

Im tired of living this way
Trapped with no escape
I cant cry anymore
The tears have dried
And nothing has changed
I lay in bed with an ache in my heart
Look at me im a fake
With a stupid smile on my face
For all of you

Where are all my friends
Where are you again
I look around
And no one is to be found
Im alone in the end

Im tired already let me go
Where to i dont know
Im already gone
In my head
Half dead
I lost my soul long ago
I lost myself at twelve
Im twenty now
I never came back around