IV-VII: The Irony of How Things Work Out

Thank you for everything you've done for me up until now
I promise this isn't your fault
I just don't know what to do with myself anymore and I can't do this
There isn't anything you could have done to help me
I was damaged when we met and to be honest I don't think I could have ever been fixed...

So thank you for everything you've done for me up until now
Even though this is probably your fault
There's more I could have done with my life if I would have been shown
There were signs, and you could have probably saved me
I was a bit broken when we met, but I could have been mended, given the chance...

So thank you for everything you didn't do for me up until now
You know this is all your fault
You could have prevented everything I've done to myself
I could have been someone, done something with my life, been amazing
You could have saved me, stopped me from it, we all know it's true
I was on the verge when we met and you just let me fall.
♠ ♠ ♠
Things have been really bad lately. I swear, if I knew my mom didn't need me I'd be gone.