Confusion

I have bled out of my wrists,

Hoping the tears that fall,
Affect how I'm never perfect,
Veins that're now red on the outside tell me I should call,
Every time I feel I'm breaking,

Come hear me because I can't,
Hear myself thinking,
Annoyed at what I am,
Now I regret,
Good is all I'm not,
Every time I forget,
Don't I ever keep screaming,

Breaking and hurting,
Emptiness I become when I'm falling,
Curse is underestimating,
Anything that I feel now,
Understand how it hurts,
See how I shout,
Each and ever tear that falls,

This what I've turned into,
Hiding and curled up in a ball,
If anyone cares then they're fools,
See, I have become poison,

In the disguise as the victim,
Show them how I've fallen,

Madness has become addictive,
Every time I fall I remember,

Never do I let myself forget,
Only now do I feel lighter,
When I've written out all that is in my head.