Dec. 17th, 2013

Self destruction, my claim to fame.
God only knows you're the one to blame.
I grew up fast, I lived hard.
Youth was a blur, shit, I was numb.
Lying to myself and dragging you down.
Pushed everyone out, I never looked back.
Thought I didn't need help, wanted to do it all.
Little did I know I would feel so small.

The world around me caved in, I started reaching for you.
Without a trace, I lost your face.
I knew it was a gamble, I just couldn't lose.

Try taking a long walk in my shoes.
In all seriousness, you'd become a mess.
It's an offer you can't refuse.
Just like me.

I hate me more than you.
Am I sick, or boring you?
Feel free to leave the room.
I won't play your pity games any more.

Things are taking their turn for the worst.
I'm becoming worse than ever before.
I've already lost myself, dead and gone, punish myself for what you've done to me.
Just like me.
I'm not me.