All or Nothing

I don't want to exist if it means I'm still confined
I don't want to love if it turns me blind

I don't want to think if it's all brought by a brainwash clinics
I don't want to fight if it's for you useless cynics

I don't want my looks if that's the only thing that anyone's ever going to see in me
I don't want my books if they're censored with your false claims of blasphemy

I don't want your tears if you're only going to care when it's convenient
I don't want your words if you're only going to mean half of it

I don't want a gun if it's not fully loaded
I don't want a war unless all my men are devoted

I don't want to be happy if the reasons why will eventually bring pain
I don't want a storm cloud if it's not going to rain

I don't want these eyes if there's nothing new to see,
And I don't want to run away if you're not going to miss me.

Tout ou rien,
Alles oder Nichts.
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First line is All or Nothing in French, the second in German. I felt like writing something really bitchy. comments appreciated!