I Am
I am the genius who got voted most intelligent
who got the perfect marks
and wrote the brilliant essays
and was envied by my friends
I am the slut who got fingered by the boy behind the school
who constantly talks about sex
and has a fuck list 82 people long
and brags about every encounter
I am the weird kid who draws all over herself
who always knows the wrong thing to say
and sits in the back
and hangs out with the stoners
I am the sociopath that has dreamt of murder countless times
who left all plans unfollowed
and watched gory snuff films
and was scared of getting caught
I am the punk kid who doesn't care what anyone thinks
who walks around with middle fingers raised
and goes to all the concerts
and doesn't care who's in charge
I am the quiet kid who hides self-conciseness under thirty sweaters
who drinks all the coffee
and sits and thinks the day away
and makes herself sad
I am the narcissist who believes everyone else is underneath her
who thinks she is the epitome of beauty
and everyone likes her
and she's perfect
I am the girl who has black hair and hazel eyes
who isn't sure if she's one of the "I"s
or all of the "I"s
or none of them
who got the perfect marks
and wrote the brilliant essays
and was envied by my friends
I am the slut who got fingered by the boy behind the school
who constantly talks about sex
and has a fuck list 82 people long
and brags about every encounter
I am the weird kid who draws all over herself
who always knows the wrong thing to say
and sits in the back
and hangs out with the stoners
I am the sociopath that has dreamt of murder countless times
who left all plans unfollowed
and watched gory snuff films
and was scared of getting caught
I am the punk kid who doesn't care what anyone thinks
who walks around with middle fingers raised
and goes to all the concerts
and doesn't care who's in charge
I am the quiet kid who hides self-conciseness under thirty sweaters
who drinks all the coffee
and sits and thinks the day away
and makes herself sad
I am the narcissist who believes everyone else is underneath her
who thinks she is the epitome of beauty
and everyone likes her
and she's perfect
I am the girl who has black hair and hazel eyes
who isn't sure if she's one of the "I"s
or all of the "I"s
or none of them