It's So Cold, and I'm Not Even Frozen

Look at what I've done,
Look at what I have become,
The memories that I had of you are still engraved in me,
And it's making me go insane,
I'm shaking the thought of losing everything I never thought I had.

Look at what I have done,
Look at what I've become,
I've strained myself with agony,
I've erased myself in tragedy,
How did we end up like this?
How did we end up with this empty bliss?

My defence is too weak,
I can hardly speak or stir up any noise,
It's harder to see if I'm making the right choice,
One chance and it's gone forever,
Do I leave now and regret this forever?

I've become...
Look what I have done,
Look at what I've become,
I've strained myself with agony,
I've erased myself in tragedy,
How did we end up like this, my dear?
How did we end up with this empty bliss?

I've been running for so long,
And it's still cold when I'm here,
It's so old trying to pretending that I'm here,
Why don't I just give in and disappear?
How did I end up like this?
Why do I still feel like this?
It's so cold and I'm not even frozen.

Look at what I have done,
Look at what I've become,
I've strained myself with agony,
I've erased myself in tragedy,
How did we end up like this?
How did we end up with this empty bliss?