2:43

maybe i will never love myself
maybe the key to success is really hatred
maybe i should be putting oleanders
in everybody's milk
the point is
you are dangerous if you are flawed
(imagine being mentally ill
in the middle ages
where they would whip you and jail you
and you would die with a life of nothing)
did you know that my biggest fear
is nothing?
black holes, a void, the idea
of nonexistence
in a world of everything
how could you be nothing?
i am constantly waiting on something
a package, for you to notice
for desire
i am either stuck in the past or searching
for an inconsistent future
and my only wish
my one true fucking wish
is to simply understand
what it is i really fucking want
maybe i am crazy
maybe i am not crazy
maybe if this was salem they would've
burned me
at the stake by now
i can't tell you the story
i can simply hold your hand as it happens
i can't walk you through a foreclosed house
but i can take your photograph
and i can love you
and i can promise you nothing
except that you will always find me
in the shadows