Flash

That first day we met, I thought you were weird
You walked different, held yourself different, talked different
I liked you in a flash

The day you told me you liked me, I felt like I was melting
You were the first person to ever tell me that
I was happy in a flash

That first date we went on, I was so nervous
You didn’t mind, you took my face and kissed me
I was in love in a flash

When we made love, I didn’t know how to feel
You didn’t care as much as I thought you did
I was confused in a flash

When you didn’t talk to me for months, I became withdrawn
You plagued my thoughts, my dreams, my mouth
I was numb in a flash

The night you picked me up from my house and took me to yours, I was hopeful
You were my first everything, and I couldn’t forget you
You violated me, took my happiness, made me feel dirty
I hated myself and you in a flash

The hours when I am alone, I always think about you
You were my first everything, and I still can’t forget you
When I see your name, I’m not sure if I should smile or cry
I wish you would disappear from my mind in a flash