The Warden's Lover

I'm not given much of choice
He wants me
Sadly, I cannot refuse

I wonder what they'll think

I'll be soiled, I know
But I am not given much of a choice
I can't refuse and I don't want to

I have to

He'll have me, anyway
I'm his doll, his lover
I feel so ashamed

I have to

I can only hope they'll forgive me
Whether I give myself willingly or not
He'll have me

Reimu, Ran, my beautiful babies, I hope you'll forgive me
I love you
Please forgive me

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
But this is really my only way of keeping you safe
I can only hope you will

If I had choice, I wouldn't be the warden's lover