I'm Sick of Writing About What I've Never Felt

I write about love
As if I know it
As if I've experienced it
As if I've felt it
But I haven't
I've never been in love
Not truly
I've never felt love
From someone who wasn't family
I write so much about love
Sometimes on purpose
Sometimes not so much
I don't know why
But I always wrote about it
It just flows out of me
About past love
That was never there
Present love
That didn't exist
And future love
That may never happen
I don't know where it comes from
I just know that it does
I'm tired of it
I'm sick of writinging about what I've never felt