Excises

"I want to feel love"

He tells me

'love doesn't exists'

I tell him

"You don't understand"

He tells me

"I have no family"

'You make your own family'

I tell him
The thing I don't understand is why everyone jumps to conclusions
They assume things with out asking
Tell me i "wont understand" like I'm a child trying to be in grown folks business
It sickens me
Because i under stand better then most
Life is not fair
and then you crock
And if your lucky yo might get to drink a few bottles
Smock a few L's
And fuck the shit out of a descent looking bitch
.......But that is a shallow way of thinking
You cant find love
because L.O.V.E. don't exist
You can treat though you care for with respect and hope you get it back
You cant chose who is in your family
But you can chose who will be in the family you make out of friends
Life is what you want
And love and happiness comes from what you take out of it

"That's not true"

someone says

"I tried that and it didn't work"

'Its not about trying'

I say

'Its about you now taking and using trying and an excises'