Misunderstanding Myself

I don't get why life exists
Or why I'm like this
I don't get why I'm so broken
Why I'm so twisted and bent
When I did all I could
Maybe I misunderstood
The voice inside of me
That told me to believe
That I could achieve
Any of my dreams
But when I tried to do it
I went beyond my limit
And fell back to the ground
My head started to pound
Never again will I fly
I'll just stay here and die
It's the best option I have
Even though I'll be sad
At least it will end quickly
There's nothing that can fix me
In this world anymore