Where Are the Replies?

My sisters are bawling.
I gotta stay strong.
My mom is screaming-
I dont know whats wrong.
We were playing. Then she got pissed.
Ran to my room so i didnt get hit.
My mom and dad are both abusive.
Not necessarily physical but mental every day.
they pick and they pick till im in total dismay.
What will calm me this time?
The blade or The lighter?
I cant tell anymore.
Im not even a fighter.
People say Im mental, but they dont know why
Im broken and call for help
But nobody replies.