The Reason

Torment and misery,
Sadness and pain.
I can't find my way.
I am lost in this rain.

I wanted you to see me
The way I see you still.
I wanted you to love me.
Now I know you never will.

It's not like I can blame you.
I know the way I am.
It just cuts me to the bone to know
You just don't give a damn.

I don't want to make you mad.
I don't want to hold you back.
Just know that you're the reason
My whole world is turning black

I'll leave you alone now
And end this charade
With a flick of my wrist
And a cut from this blade.

And no one will miss me.
I know this is true.
But the fact that remains is:
I FUCKING LOVED YOU!