Black Magic

I swear this feeling never goes away.
no matter what i do its never stopping.
everything in my life is like tetris.
everything is somehow connected.
i dont know what the best is.
im so lost im so disoriented.
people ask me to help them.
how can i help you when i cant even help myself.
all i wanna do is scream.
i feel like im doing just doing bad habits.
that all this stuff is all caused my some type of black magic.