Last a Lifetime

i learnt today
that you can never
break an attachment
once you’ve made it

and i thought of you

because it’s been 7 months
since we last talked
and every now and
then you’ll drift
into my thoughts and

i can’t get rid of you

and it’s scary because
if attachments never break
i’ll never get over you
and it’s only been
seven months and i’ve
got at least
seventy years to go
of not being able
to lose you
of wanting
to lose you

of wanting so bad
to let go

and i just want it to
stop