Imagination Hell

I imagine this is what hell feels like.
It’s personal to the victim, is it not?
If yes, then my hell is your charmers smile,
A smile I had almost forgot.
I imagine the demons are cutting me
with jagged claws and teeth.
They’re burning me to the ground,
with fire, on me they breathe.
I imagine the pain is excruciating,
but I am too numb to feel.
Dear demons, slash open my chest.
My heart feels like lead, unreal.
I imagine the devil is laughing,
for I’m too broken now to fight.
I died and came to the fires,
And their flames outshined my light.
I imagine she is dancing in the ashes.
Those ashes were once me.
She spins and kicks and sings and twirls,
She knows my souls not free.
I imagine this is what hell feels like,
even if it’s just inside my head.
I’m alive, I’m breathing, my hearts still beating,
My hell is I’m not dead.