I'm Going to Hell

Oh sad girl with the slits in your skin,
Don't tie that noose, think of your kin.
For the lies I've told,
My soul I think I sold.
I'm going to hell.
Alcohol is my love,
It's always there when push comes to shove.
Drugs eat away what's left of my sanity,
This is what's left of who I used to be.
I'm going to hell.
These people make me want to die,
These places make my screams escape when I cry.
I'm going to hell.
Every time I leave this place I slip right back,
Motivation may be what I lack.
I have this whole in my chest,
I dream about death but I'll leave out the rest.
I'm going to hell.
So sad girl can't you tell that I need saving,
My hope is finally caving.
I don't want to be like this anymore,
Will I be stronger than before?
I'm going to hell.
It's either sober or die,
If I told you I chose death it'd be a lie.
So put down the drugs and take a breath of fresh air,
Hit the gym, get a tan change my clothes,
Become a new me that nobody know.
I'm going to hell.
Cover my cuts and scars,
I'll smile when I watch the stars.
Sad girl please know this isn't me,
This isn't who you and I were meant to be.