"The Hurt!"
Why did I choose to fall so deep,
Banish you from my life!
when in time I knew my heart would weep?
Vanish, please, it is time!
Thanks for the memories, though it was always cyber-bait
And as Fall Out Boy said, they weren't really so great
Because all it was, was heartache to spare
But at the time, how would I have cared?!
This rhyme could have me sit and ponder,
but your presence in it just makes it squander
Squishes every last morsal of great
Wow, so much anger to contemplate!
I used to write of beauty and majest
But now I sit in rageful contest!
Why did I choose to fall so deep,
Banish you from my life!
when in time I knew my heart would weep?
Vanish, please, it is time!
Ya know, you went along and hurt me!
I wonder how it came to be
After all of the one song, four journal entries
With the six poems to count, it felt like centuries!
Goes to show that you ignite my writing
But I feel only cynicism through this lighting!
I would never have it in to hate anyone,
But let it flash that you are no longer the sun
Yeah, that's right: flash, you can no longer shine
Maybe you are lightning: strikes once and I'm not fine!
Why did I choose to fall so deep,
Banish you from my life!
when in time I knew my heart would weep?
Vanish, please, it is time!
I confide in truth, I am really not fine!
Although my moving forward does show good signs
Maybe my emotions do seem to spare
But my head? Ha, my head! Psychological tears!
I know it was all made possible by me,
I was thwarting about and feeling attached as could be!
You had fault, too, because you know you led me on!
And when it comes to first love, you'll believe even a
con...
Why did I choose to fall so deep,
Banish you from my life
when in time I knew my heart would weep?
Vanish, please, it is time
We somehow connected, deep subjects right away
For hours on end, with rising of a new day
You understood me in ways no one had ever
We could discuss near anything, we'd small talk never
I miss that...I miss that so terribly much
When one sparks with a person, can they really forget such?
Perhaps you have hinted to cease communication
Yet I simply can't forget you--not after those sensations
Why did I choose to fall so deep,
Banish you from my life!
when in time I knew my heart would weep?
Vanish, please, it is time!
I fell for your personality, your looks, your desire
I'd never fallen before, never experienced such fire
The more we would flirt, the more I would dream
I wanted to meet you, for it stung to just reem
Yet all beautifications must come to an end
God, Oh Dear, God, please help me to mend!!
What I need is an interventionest to intervene
The monster in my head is crazy and unseen
It gropes to my cells and makes me see only you
But sometimes it whispers, sometimes it coos:
...The reasons why I chose to fall so deep,
Couldn't banish you from my life
But I never did think that my heart could weep
I long to vanish 'way from these times...
Banish you from my life!
when in time I knew my heart would weep?
Vanish, please, it is time!
Thanks for the memories, though it was always cyber-bait
And as Fall Out Boy said, they weren't really so great
Because all it was, was heartache to spare
But at the time, how would I have cared?!
This rhyme could have me sit and ponder,
but your presence in it just makes it squander
Squishes every last morsal of great
Wow, so much anger to contemplate!
I used to write of beauty and majest
But now I sit in rageful contest!
Why did I choose to fall so deep,
Banish you from my life!
when in time I knew my heart would weep?
Vanish, please, it is time!
Ya know, you went along and hurt me!
I wonder how it came to be
After all of the one song, four journal entries
With the six poems to count, it felt like centuries!
Goes to show that you ignite my writing
But I feel only cynicism through this lighting!
I would never have it in to hate anyone,
But let it flash that you are no longer the sun
Yeah, that's right: flash, you can no longer shine
Maybe you are lightning: strikes once and I'm not fine!
Why did I choose to fall so deep,
Banish you from my life!
when in time I knew my heart would weep?
Vanish, please, it is time!
I confide in truth, I am really not fine!
Although my moving forward does show good signs
Maybe my emotions do seem to spare
But my head? Ha, my head! Psychological tears!
I know it was all made possible by me,
I was thwarting about and feeling attached as could be!
You had fault, too, because you know you led me on!
And when it comes to first love, you'll believe even a
con...
Why did I choose to fall so deep,
Banish you from my life
when in time I knew my heart would weep?
Vanish, please, it is time
We somehow connected, deep subjects right away
For hours on end, with rising of a new day
You understood me in ways no one had ever
We could discuss near anything, we'd small talk never
I miss that...I miss that so terribly much
When one sparks with a person, can they really forget such?
Perhaps you have hinted to cease communication
Yet I simply can't forget you--not after those sensations
Why did I choose to fall so deep,
Banish you from my life!
when in time I knew my heart would weep?
Vanish, please, it is time!
I fell for your personality, your looks, your desire
I'd never fallen before, never experienced such fire
The more we would flirt, the more I would dream
I wanted to meet you, for it stung to just reem
Yet all beautifications must come to an end
God, Oh Dear, God, please help me to mend!!
What I need is an interventionest to intervene
The monster in my head is crazy and unseen
It gropes to my cells and makes me see only you
But sometimes it whispers, sometimes it coos:
...The reasons why I chose to fall so deep,
Couldn't banish you from my life
But I never did think that my heart could weep
I long to vanish 'way from these times...
♠ ♠ ♠
I was pretty angry when I began writing the first half of this poem; then I just felt nostalgic for the second half. But yeah, a raging poem is what it is. Thoughts?