I'm Sorry

I’m sorry
Can you try to understand
That when I scream at you
When I yell
That I don’t mean it
Don’t mean what I say
Those words that spill from my lips
Are lies that I believe at the time
But regret later
You’ve done so much for me
You don’t deserve this and I know it
And I know you know it
You don’t deserve my disrespect
You don’t deserve my hatred
The hate that overflows from within me
Should be directed at me at myself
You were always there for me
To hold me when I cried and tell me everything would be alright
You don’t deserve my words
It’s not you I hate
It’s me
And I want to tell you
I’m sorry
I hope one day you can forgive
All I’ve done to you
And we can start over
Because I am so
Sorry