And I became a Junkie
What is wrong with me?
I am i that much of a freak?
You said such fucked up things
I thought we would really move in with each other
I trusted you and you broke it apart
All because you think im hostel
If that's what you want
Ill show you how hostel i can be
Im not mean
Its you who makes it that way
Saying things when they have no place between your lips
It makes me so angry
I just want to drink
Drown my self in a bottle
Punch out the walls
Because im to nice to pick a fight
and its not because i don't think you cant handle it
Im afraid that ill knock you out
And when your on the floor you will have my feet to deal with
And ill be so blinded at how good it feels when my knuckles
Split your lip i wont be able to control the beast
The beast you set free
Why cant things be how they were in the 90's
When punks walked the streets
And you could jump in a mosh pit
Through around some elbows
Release the beast with out fear of resentment
When all the world wanted to be punks
wanted the drugs
When they all want to dress up like women
But its 2014
Nobody wants to be punk
But they still want the drugs
And they want tight paints and make up with out playing dress up
So you get mad at me when i show you my true face
Said that when i yelled it scared you
Grown some fucking skin
I didn't even yell at you i didn't even raise my voice
And you chop it up to me being from New York
And you blame your sensitivity to a violently up bringing
Fuck that your just a puss
I grow up with people who hated me too
At least the ones that raised you could look you in the face
They couldn't even look at
Just screams that penetrated me
A needle of violence
And i became a junkie
Strung out on hate
How could you be so self centered
To not even consider my feedings
Oh what that's right im just an 80s robot
Used goods not even the homeless want
What is wrong with me?
Why do i always pull short stick?
And my methods of chopping aren't working
You got me so angry not even a cigarette will calm me
But i released your just a bitch in heat
And im the horny dog that just wanted to get some
But i wasn't alpha and you weren't omega
You would never give me the time of night or day
All i can do is let this shit be
Try to breath and cage the beast back up
Because your not worth a probation violation
I am i that much of a freak?
You said such fucked up things
I thought we would really move in with each other
I trusted you and you broke it apart
All because you think im hostel
If that's what you want
Ill show you how hostel i can be
Im not mean
Its you who makes it that way
Saying things when they have no place between your lips
It makes me so angry
I just want to drink
Drown my self in a bottle
Punch out the walls
Because im to nice to pick a fight
and its not because i don't think you cant handle it
Im afraid that ill knock you out
And when your on the floor you will have my feet to deal with
And ill be so blinded at how good it feels when my knuckles
Split your lip i wont be able to control the beast
The beast you set free
Why cant things be how they were in the 90's
When punks walked the streets
And you could jump in a mosh pit
Through around some elbows
Release the beast with out fear of resentment
When all the world wanted to be punks
wanted the drugs
When they all want to dress up like women
But its 2014
Nobody wants to be punk
But they still want the drugs
And they want tight paints and make up with out playing dress up
So you get mad at me when i show you my true face
Said that when i yelled it scared you
Grown some fucking skin
I didn't even yell at you i didn't even raise my voice
And you chop it up to me being from New York
And you blame your sensitivity to a violently up bringing
Fuck that your just a puss
I grow up with people who hated me too
At least the ones that raised you could look you in the face
They couldn't even look at
Just screams that penetrated me
A needle of violence
And i became a junkie
Strung out on hate
How could you be so self centered
To not even consider my feedings
Oh what that's right im just an 80s robot
Used goods not even the homeless want
What is wrong with me?
Why do i always pull short stick?
And my methods of chopping aren't working
You got me so angry not even a cigarette will calm me
But i released your just a bitch in heat
And im the horny dog that just wanted to get some
But i wasn't alpha and you weren't omega
You would never give me the time of night or day
All i can do is let this shit be
Try to breath and cage the beast back up
Because your not worth a probation violation