2nd Choice

I look in your eyes and I wonder
Is this all I am the other woman, the secret lover
The 2nd choice in your double life
Will you ever come clean and speak of me
Or will you hide me inside like a bad dream
How long will I stand by and watch
Hearing things I want to erase
Anger builds as tears swell behind my eyes
Trying not.to let you see how much it hurts
To watch him love you and you love him
To hear how lucky he is when I have you to
But I don't
I only feel your skin on mine when were all alone
I only get to kiss you in the dark
I only hear the words when you drop me off
Every night I sleep alone knowing he's next to you
When your sick he takes care of you
When your upset he's making you laugh
I'm only there when you want
I'm only there when he's not
I'm only there when its convenient
I'm only going to be the 2nd choice